I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after seeing them at their most vulnerable, you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.
ヒビノコエ (by miya810)
You know those days where you just want to give a middle finger to everything in the world? That’s how I felt today. This morning, I didn’t care anymore. I got up and realized that the whole world is bullshit. Everything I’ve been doing with my life, useless. Nothing matters. Sick of every single useless aspect of my life. Family? Friends? Who needs them. They’ve been dead to me for the longest time.
So I decided to leave my house. I spent the rest of the morning getting ready to. My mom was home with me, and she noticed I was gathering up my clothes. She asked me why I was packing and where was I going, but I didn’t say anything. I straight up ignored her. Finally I got all of my shit together and just left without saying anything. Once I stepped outside, I thought to myself, “what the hell am I doing?” I stood outside my house for a good couple minutes before sucking up all of my emotions. I looked back in the window and noticed my mom in the kitchen cooking, not looking back at me. It seemed like she didn’t even care. So I left. I realized I forgot my car keys, but I didn’t want to go back inside the house. I’m heated, my mom was probably heated, I didn’t want to deal with anything anymore. I started walking. My mind became one big irrational blur. All that I knew was it doesn’t even matter where I’m going to end up, everything’s pointless. It took a couple hours, but I managed to walk all the way to the other side of town. I came across an open field of tall grass, I wanted to lie down and bury myself in the field and forget about everything. I wanted to close my eyes and end it all, peacefully. Suddenly some old man grabbed my shoulder and told me that tall grass is dangerous and I shouldn’t be going in there without a Pokemon. So he took me back to his lab and gave me a Squirtle. Soon after, I felt a sudden flow of inspiration. I have purpose in life again. To be the very best.
